he only looked past her into the brush
beyond it the wide open cobalt sky.
What do you want, she said tapping
her annoying and painted fingernail
like a metronome. She was tapping
it against my palm, reading it, waiting
for a signal or a sign of my compliance,
surrender. Outside, I was watching,
a gray squirrel come up to pick at
our charitable bird feeder; he was hung
upside down, clinging to the top, so that
he might not fall and snap his neck.
With a deft paw, he snuck kernels
from the feeder, he looked like
our son, when he cannot sleep
and is anxious of hulking monsters
underneath his bed. The squirrel
fed himself and then a blue jay
flew in furiously, combatting
the squirrel's tail and bludgeoning
him with the wings. Confusion
rapped the squirrel and he fell.
He fell into the grass with a
plop. The blue jay, not satisfied
dove down, batting him a little more,
then plucked the eyes, feeding himself
from the body of the quivering
squirrel. She said, she wanted to know
what it is I wanted from her. I told her,
I don't want you to eat my eyes.

